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Post by WinterWolf on Mar 29, 2008 17:08:55 GMT -5
The first time I discovered the wolf in me, I felt it mostly because of a very strong urge to howl. The thing is, that I never did howl. Many times, I've felt that I wanted to howl, but everytime I do try, it gets stuck somewhere in the throat, like, I cannot really howl even if I really want to. Now, I'm thinking it might be something that stops me from doing it, something that tells me not to howl, perhaps just some negative thought about it I have subconciously. Since I can feel the wolf side of me wanting almost desperately to howl, I have no idea what to do. Usually the tries end up in me feel insecure and sad... And I suspect that this has nothing to do with shifts, since I can feel an urge to howl even when not in shift, but this also makes me think that I might not really know when I'm shifting, because some shifts are very delicate and 'light'. Or perhaps I'm just not so experienced with the shifts. I don't know, what do you think?
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slyfor
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Post by slyfor on Mar 29, 2008 17:48:02 GMT -5
your shifts might not be "strong" enough, so you're still to much in your human mindset to actually howl
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Post by Thylae on Mar 29, 2008 18:49:26 GMT -5
No, I tend to agree with WinterWolf on this. She seems to think it's something subconciously that's telling her not to howl, and honestly I think that's probably it from the sounds of it. WinterWolf may not be accepting her therianthropy entirely.
-Thylae
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Post by WinterWolf on Mar 30, 2008 8:59:29 GMT -5
Hm, yes, I have thought a lot about this recently, and I know that I identify myself as part wolf, but I have recently felt quite confused. I fully accept me being a wolf, but yet... I do also have a weird feeling at times, that I'm not a therian at all, just imagining it all, but I always throw away that thought since I still know deep inside that I am a therian. Maybe my "more human" mind is denying the fact that I am also a wolf... But when I think of it, I always feel comforted by the fact that I am a therian. So yes, I might not be accepting it fully yet. That would make sense, I think...
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