Post by glimmer on Sept 4, 2007 22:54:05 GMT -5
Hello,
I’m Glimmer, I usually go by Glimmer online and offline, people offline know me by my nickname as well, it seems to be used more commonly to refer to myself more then my human birth name. I’ve been going by the name Glimmer since I was seventeen, it was a name I chose for myself to refer to my other kin/theian form and is now used to describe myself more then ever. Sometimes I’m refered to as GlimmerStar as well, Star because Stars mean something very spiritual to me, I picked the name Glimmer because one night I was starting up at the stars and I watched how they glimmered and the name just came to me ‘Glimmer’ and I went with that ever since.
Back when I was in grade school I always played as an ‘animal’ and I felt more animalistic then the other children, I’d howl, bark, whine, and also play as Dinosaurs with the boys. Later on at the age of 13, I discovered theain/other kin on the net, I never made a huge approach at the time, I wasn’t sure of anything I just ‘knew’ the terms described how I felt back when I was younger. I felt wolf at the time, and claimed wolf as my phenotype/theaintype. I also had the connection with dragons and repiles as well, I over looked that off and on, but it came back off and on, I felt back then I had to be either ‘one’ or the ‘other’, I had spiritual battles between being wolfish and being dragonish. When I was fiveteen, it came to me that I was both wolf and dragon and I adapted that, and it felt right. When I was seventeen I had a large change, I felt the wolf dragon I’ve know myself as was sliding back and something else was coming out, I felt demon/angelish, this ended up being in the end a dark angel walk-in, he stayed and took over the body for maybe about a year, before he left. He seemed to have pushed me and the dragon wolf back. Once he left I regained myself and the dragon wolf feelings returned, it’s been consistent since.
I have other spiritual beliefs other other kin/theains my not agree with I believe in the term ‘soul bonding’ and I believe I am also a part of a ‘system’ similar to that of a multiple. I share the Earth human body with ‘others’ similar to what happened between the dark angel and I, they can be referred to as walk-ins as well. They are mostly humans on the system, mostly male humans who originate from another plane. This is ‘our’ personal beliefs. We have other who are none human in the system besides myself, I learned through experience not to mistake *myself* with *them* much like I had with the dark angel walk-in. After I learned this I’ve been more confident in my own beliefs of who and what I am. I am the first to be born into this human body, so I claim to be the host of it, I have most the control the other’s usually sit back and watch through the body’s eyes, or sometimes some can front, but *they* are not *me* and do not have an affect on who and what I am.
I feel as if I came from the astral realm, and that I was a wondering spirit with no body until now. I feel I was a wolf dragon -like- creature. I say ‘dragon’ ‘wolf’ because those are the two creatures combined that relates the most with what I feel I am. I feel I am alien, an alien species which appears wolf like and reptile like with some kind of wings.
I also believe in astral projection, I believe I leave the body sometimes while I sleep to wonder like I once had and visit the realms I came from. Usually I’m in the form of a wolf creatures, a dragon creature, or a combo, or even sometimes an antrho of one or the other, or both. I change forms at times.
But despite all that, I maintain to exist in a nineteen year old human body. I’ve been inactive in communities since the dark angel left, he was more interested then I, back I was curious once again how others was doing so I’m checking in.
I never spell checked this so, hope it’s not to bad. I don’t mind if other don’t agree with my beliefs, we are all entitled to our own.
-Glimmer Wolf Dragon
I’m Glimmer, I usually go by Glimmer online and offline, people offline know me by my nickname as well, it seems to be used more commonly to refer to myself more then my human birth name. I’ve been going by the name Glimmer since I was seventeen, it was a name I chose for myself to refer to my other kin/theian form and is now used to describe myself more then ever. Sometimes I’m refered to as GlimmerStar as well, Star because Stars mean something very spiritual to me, I picked the name Glimmer because one night I was starting up at the stars and I watched how they glimmered and the name just came to me ‘Glimmer’ and I went with that ever since.
Back when I was in grade school I always played as an ‘animal’ and I felt more animalistic then the other children, I’d howl, bark, whine, and also play as Dinosaurs with the boys. Later on at the age of 13, I discovered theain/other kin on the net, I never made a huge approach at the time, I wasn’t sure of anything I just ‘knew’ the terms described how I felt back when I was younger. I felt wolf at the time, and claimed wolf as my phenotype/theaintype. I also had the connection with dragons and repiles as well, I over looked that off and on, but it came back off and on, I felt back then I had to be either ‘one’ or the ‘other’, I had spiritual battles between being wolfish and being dragonish. When I was fiveteen, it came to me that I was both wolf and dragon and I adapted that, and it felt right. When I was seventeen I had a large change, I felt the wolf dragon I’ve know myself as was sliding back and something else was coming out, I felt demon/angelish, this ended up being in the end a dark angel walk-in, he stayed and took over the body for maybe about a year, before he left. He seemed to have pushed me and the dragon wolf back. Once he left I regained myself and the dragon wolf feelings returned, it’s been consistent since.
I have other spiritual beliefs other other kin/theains my not agree with I believe in the term ‘soul bonding’ and I believe I am also a part of a ‘system’ similar to that of a multiple. I share the Earth human body with ‘others’ similar to what happened between the dark angel and I, they can be referred to as walk-ins as well. They are mostly humans on the system, mostly male humans who originate from another plane. This is ‘our’ personal beliefs. We have other who are none human in the system besides myself, I learned through experience not to mistake *myself* with *them* much like I had with the dark angel walk-in. After I learned this I’ve been more confident in my own beliefs of who and what I am. I am the first to be born into this human body, so I claim to be the host of it, I have most the control the other’s usually sit back and watch through the body’s eyes, or sometimes some can front, but *they* are not *me* and do not have an affect on who and what I am.
I feel as if I came from the astral realm, and that I was a wondering spirit with no body until now. I feel I was a wolf dragon -like- creature. I say ‘dragon’ ‘wolf’ because those are the two creatures combined that relates the most with what I feel I am. I feel I am alien, an alien species which appears wolf like and reptile like with some kind of wings.
I also believe in astral projection, I believe I leave the body sometimes while I sleep to wonder like I once had and visit the realms I came from. Usually I’m in the form of a wolf creatures, a dragon creature, or a combo, or even sometimes an antrho of one or the other, or both. I change forms at times.
But despite all that, I maintain to exist in a nineteen year old human body. I’ve been inactive in communities since the dark angel left, he was more interested then I, back I was curious once again how others was doing so I’m checking in.
I never spell checked this so, hope it’s not to bad. I don’t mind if other don’t agree with my beliefs, we are all entitled to our own.
-Glimmer Wolf Dragon
